♥ charyll

Thursday, June 05, 2008 11:32 PM

I feel super shit now. Outside so many things happening, and I have to try to smile, making things look like there is nothing wrong. But so freaking hard it is. And when I'm back home, I cannot even have peace. Mother just keep going on scolding and nagging. Can't you just understand me.

I no longer feel love around me, friends' love, family love. My life hurt so much now. All that happened last week have just become memories. It happened for memory right? Its easy for you to back to your daily life, but what am I going through this few days. I focused on mid sem studies, but you know how difficult you made me.

All this happening, but what can I do? Just keep it inside, just start crying when the pain ache. I no longer have the good friend of mine to confide to. But even if I did, he will only orh ok. So nvm.

EMO EAT SHIT!!! WHAT'S LIFE FOR NOW??ITS ALL SHIT!

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